BallsOntheWalls

searching for that lighthouse

2011-09-11T10:54:00.002+08:00

Been awhile since i blogged eh people? well ALOT of change have come my way, had i not been prepared i think truth and reality would be too much for me to handle. the feeling of change did come. this time round i think it's huge! well not physically huge but psychologically creates this huge wirlpool within me. i've choosen to look this life with a change as a positive one, starting to let go what i've held deep in my heart for the past few month. and slowly replacing it with this new thing or person which actually pretty much remind me of myself when i was at that age too, naive but full of hope. Unlike now that i've grown into a man, all mentality and style of thinking is shapped in a way the world wants you to, but may seem pretty....blunt and boring at times

it's my 18th

2011-06-27T21:08:00.002+08:00

I'm Three hours away from being a Man, legal to drink, drive, smoke & rude. somehow for obvious reasons I'm not looking forward to it one bit. beats me?

This 18th shall be the best for me! so shall my 19th,20th,21th and even 100th be!

you might ask what took you so long to start blogging again? i say, i need a break! the whole of last year for me was sort of the worst for me. if i were to blog, all you would see are vulgarities spamming.

Throughout this and last year, alot have changed, alot have growned. I've matured from that hyperactive, super talkertive young ugly dude to someone who isn't that much of the overactive chatterbox but nonetheless a better looking guy i am now. I have to admit turning 18 wasn't the kinda thing i would be looking forward.( you would understand once you reach my age)

your friends came and left, you fell in love and didn't give up but evetually ask yourself is the wait really worth it? you did bad things which you knew that it would hurt those around you and aren't really proud of but continued because it felt good in some ways.

2010 have been really more of a downward ride on a speeding rollercoaster than upward. somethings are just harder to stomach than the others however life must move on, time waits for no man and neither should you wait for it. Grandma passed away, Sister got married, some girl you truly like set of on a plane set for korea and never returning back & you ain't got no courrage to actually confess till the very last minute before she leaves? when you could have done so months ago but hessitated due to fear of rejection

but looking back, i really thank god for the Commando friendships he have built in my life. though people came and left. some saw the imperfections but still stood by beholding your imperfections and still feel good with you around

so..i shall go celebrate! and we'll see how things work for my week and i shall be back!

2010-04-22T08:12:00.002+08:00

Wow...alright this is a preview post. I'm currently blogging from my iPhone. Shouldn't have suppose to work but I'm giving it a try. Well anyways update of any recent happenings should be up soon if I have the time

He Lives

2010-04-04T00:48:00.004+08:00

Guess What! Jesus Knocked on my door and when i opened the door, He embraced me
with a hug and i saw his nail pierced hands....Welcome home daddy

All i can say is Happy Easter everyone! He Lives! and Happy Nom Noming on yr Easter egg?

2010-03-27T10:35:00.002+08:00

The 3day Adam Khoo workshop have finally come to an end! Mind blowing breath taking experience for me. it shouldnt even be called "Motivational" workshop more like a "SoulSearching" workshop for me. i know i've got some church friend who are really being too "holy" who stands firm, insisting that "adam khoo workshop is a waste of time and money because he he motivates people and they end up still failing in the end" my stand on this? well...just apply it to church sermons even if God helps you, you will not succeed unless you give a damn about it, just like for example i wanna be a photographer, i pray hard to get the camera i want, God gives me the camera but i don't make use of it, how the heck am i to be the world's best photographer given the tools and i do not make use of it? same concept applies

well everyone were high on emotions, laughers and tears being shed everywhere. best chance to see a true man cry man. if the guy dun tear, it tells of 2 things either he is too "manly" for such stuff or either that he is born without emotions. how can picturing your parents dieing not make you tear?
for me? it's ok to cry. everyone do cry and i do believe girls would prefer a guy who dares to cry in their presence right?

well what on from now on? of couse try to score my 12points so i can get into Tamasek Poly school of Design! and earn up enough money someday so i can tithe as much as i want and give my parents the amount of money they want not how much i can give...big difference you know

Overwritten

2010-03-18T14:11:00.002+08:00

Oh God! im down with a fever burning at 38, kinda immobilised on the bed surfing through the net to kill my boredom. the heat is simply too much for me currently to handle any form of school work right now. can't believe less than 12hours ago i was still enjoying my holidays...untill Mr. Fever decides to be the Man and ruine my day eh? indeed it was most packed day for me during the holidays but it's way better getting stucked at home studying like a computer.

Skating at ECP was awesome though we only made it up to bedok jetty only, but that little progress in doing a powerslide and T brake was totally worth it! Skating drained us dried of our energy and wushu felt...somewhat blunt. you can't perfrom to your max potential and competition is just weeks away! oh yea Happy Birthday Joseph! haha had a great time at Yuka no Yaki before heading down to bedok jetty to join the dudes of Remix for fishing. haha i simply had to say this! I caught a SooYoung! sad Calvin caught a penguin! haha nah im just pulling your leg. First time fishing and i caught 3 "nasi lemak" not bed eh? many would call it beginners luck. i was intending to stay till 12am but in the end stood till 6am haha what can i say? shit happens? no worries my mum knows i was out late =D

WE ARE PARAMORE IN SINGAPORE!

2010-03-13T08:32:00.006+08:00

DISCLAIMER: ONLY READ IF YOU HAVE THE TIME COS IT'Z A LONG ONE

Alright Alright, settle down, settle down...i know what's going through your mind right now. You must be thinking "That lucky ba*tard just bloody took a picture with the Zac Farro, Taylor York and Justin York of PARAMORE" or "That Stalker! how did he manage to stalk them all the way to suntec?" so let me break it down for ya and at the same time, clear up some misconceptions yea.
Firstly...i did not stalk them, call me lucky but i don't really care because I'm simply too blessed and that's the reason i got a photo opportunity with them. Brandon and I were making our way to the bus stop to get ourselves over to the Singapore Indoor Stadium so that we could secure our places in the standing pen after lunch but somhow brandon said he wanted some weird branded marker which I've never heard of so..i tried sourcing for the marker and end up buying a pilot marker because he thought that "maybe we will have a meet and greet session after the concert" so well we bought the marker and was walking towards the marker when suddenly Brandon went "Oh My Gosh! PARAMORE!!!!!" and started running towards them in Suntec. Damn! How could i not have realize Zac, Taylor & Justin were less than 100m away from them! anyways, after realizing that they were THE members of Paramore i ran too! =D it takes an idiot to not run towards them to get a picture taken. apart from the picture taking and autograph, they Asked for our names! how often do Artist humble themselves and quit yapping about how successful they are and ask about their fans?

really Hope you guys are reading this man. God! Thank you so dang much for the Qarah Moment! Right place Right time Amen! Wasn't suppose to bring my camera and poster along but had a dream last night that there they had a meet and greet session at SIS, woke up and said..it's impossible that will happen but still somthing inside me prompt me to do so and so i did....didn't kill to have that 700g more in yr bag right?

Opening band was Monochrome...pretty much sucked so badly...it sounded like a metal band opening for Paramore (Rock band) it's like...."Two camels in a tiny Car" i wonder why! did Singaporeans even vote for this band to open for paramore? however i admire their courage man, the crowd in the standing pen were flashing their middle fingers and shouting "You SUCK! We want paramore!" throughout the opening...i could tell from the facial expression of the bassist that he really wanna get off stage badly. I too do admit they suck...no rockability and the guitarist sounds like a crazy metal freak shredding himself out of control! the singer ain't got no Rock-ability factor in her. Poor show guys...and i do not regret participating with the crowd in the YOU-SUCK-AND-YOU-DESERVE-MY-MIDDLE-FINGER thingy

Apart from that....no doubt it was an AWESOME but dangerous too..People were pushing around throughout the whole concert in the standing pen. all i could say is you don't move to where u want but rather you get moved by the wave of crowd. people got hurt and"sat on" because those in front of you are pushing you back just cos they got no space and those behind are pushing you towards the front because they wanna catch paramore "close up" i fell a couple of times and can be sure to tell you that You will never get up once you fall and will sooner or later be trampled underneath unless someone help you up because of that and Shame on you Singaporeans....you only cared about your wants and totally forsaken safety in the meantime

Enjoy these shots taken from my DigiCam man....Too poor to afford for my Nikon D300s right now but shall be blessed with it AMEN! btw my DigiCam ain't that crap anymore after knowing you can zoom in more than x15 and thus, the closeups in the shots :D

Ain't Hayley hot?

Jeremy! the super Jeresome & 1 helluva bassist

it's Taylor York~~~~

& you are the only Exception

Meet VivianGKY!!! My Song Buddy!

Overall, this awesome was Freaking DOPEly ultimately speciously utterly fagging two camels in a car AWESOME! You guys score 100points dude! what i liked about this concert? being around girls! no..think of it the positive way..how can real man not enjoy being in the company of girls around your age looking soooo attractive and friendly talking to you while everyone is bored in the que and looking for some fun in the que? unless you are gay of course! apart from that, i really enjoyed helping people up whenever they fall and vice vesa. one questions for you all...Why do girls hair smell and look so smooth! there was this hot Malay chick behind me in que, talked to her and she got some coolsome smooth hair! even helped her up during the concert! super duper elated! must be heaven man! hot girl being friendly to you and in return you help her up when she falls
God i must be in Heaven! I'm surrounded by so many hot babes and hunks! Shall ask for their number the next concert hehe. FYI I'm not Desperate, just...too sociable!

Rock on Peeps! this concert was the Best DOPE i could indulge in this year!
Will be back soon to do another update :D Cheers fellow Xiao Long Baos! i just Blogged myself into a state of peace, tranquility and happiness!

5-5-5

2010-03-10T08:09:00.001+08:00

My last post was my 555th Post! Grace Grace Grace!
I can finally say that after 500 post...im still blog-dumb. people seem to get everything going and always upgrading theirz Wizz juice but nah..not for me...i ain't that geeky

RIOT!

2010-03-06T23:17:00.002+08:00

ARE YOU READY TO RIOT! I CAN'T HEAR YOU!
This aparrently is my event of the year. Yea you can preety much tell how much of an epic fail this year. it's the morbid truth knowing that this year shall be...a "Deprived" year for me, falling out with your dear family members and friends dispite knowing you are not at wrong but you still gets blamed, though a bitter medicine to swollow but still....i guess it's for the better of things.

Anyway that isnt the agenda of this post. Paramore!! Can't believe it is actually tomorrow! what a history in the making! PARAMORE LIVE IN SINGAPORE! who even thought it was true? we prayed and prayed thinking that might never happen, but who knew! i still remember getting the tickets on the day of the N level results and told myself upon recieveal of the tickets "If i fail my Exams, that's it it's Paramore-no-more" but after reading this post you might alread have known that i did it! if not why would i be posting right?

Saying so much, i almost forget to add in. im gonna SPLURGE! like gonna bring $150 to blow it all on PARAMORE Merchandise! since this year is and would be unfulfilling for me, i shall Binge on paramore product till im broke just to satisfy the void in my heart for now. No one loves me except...my Paramore Vasity Jacket! checked on the net and it cost arnd 45USD but still gonna spend that money on that Dope! You might say that im wasting money and badger all about all reasoning out that Money don't come easy but who gives a damn...Happiness don't come easy too. Without Happiness, you cant have money and vice vesa.

so, for now im gonna hit the sack and turn in for the night. at the end of the day, it all winds down to this....I got a Screwed up Family with Screwed up parents and Screwed up Siblings.Screw them all!
God, If you would please get me knocked down by a car so that i can be in a coma! I Yearned for it! call me Psyco bt im on the verge of blowing in the midst of my breaking point

Sooo My!

2010-02-09T23:42:00.005+08:00

This is Absolute Life man! Having that awesome XiaoLongBao which my "very preety" sister bought for me from Ding Tai Foong and watching the New Oh! MV by SNSD.
oh Before i forget, it's SooYoung's Birthday today! Wooh 21years old Kimchi, you are mine!
She's just great la! pretty, talented, love able and adorable as one can possibly be. wonder if God made all woman like that? but still I LOVE SOOYOUNG! though still i would prefer her with her short hair but somehow it looked way messier during concerts where she's gotta Dance...haha
I PRAY THAT GOD WILL BLESS ME WITH....SOOYOUNG AMEN

it's our Last Run

2010-02-07T17:07:00.002+08:00

Well this very well wraps things up for the BTSS Cross country. Last that you will ever get, Ever! after this year, say bye to Bedok town and say hi to Chai Town secondary school. no doubt that this year all the runners were tough, none were willing to give up, all had once common goal, the finishing line. But still! Im tough enough to be able to withstand the muscle pull and strains. All Glory to Jesus man! I came in 11! it just gets better and better each year! oh yea, what made me came in 11th, was the fact that on my last 300m to the finish, heard the Roar of the Harley Davidson V-twin engine and well...guess what? i raced it! great experience though sprinting towards the finish line knowing very well the fact that you overdid your body to the extent that your heart might stop anytime but who cares? even if i were to die on that very fateful day, i did it with pride. my conciouns are clear and i know i will be in heaven walking on streets of Gold!

Harley's are so sexy! why don't people find it Sexy?!

Mangungo Like!

2010-02-04T23:12:00.002+08:00

Haha This is DOPE! Everything is Dope! this video totally brighten up my day man! feel preety wasted over it. By the time you are reading this post, im very sure i would have hit it like 20 times?
no doubt! this is seriously the kind of S*it i've been looking for apart from watching some stupid saddist videos which now, looking back, sound way much stupid than ever! but who cares? when it just feels like God have bestowed you with Pleassure! haha Make Mary and Joy to it now try to use logic to explain this saddisticness . Word of the Month! Dope!

Cyber style

2010-01-24T03:08:00.003+08:00

This picture is a fine example of Online gaming haha. well deciding on which service seemed so entriging for the first time. but well we already had our minds made up even before having this round of S,P,S and winner will have to decide which service to attend. but afterall we are still going for first service. gotta sacrifice abit since it's O's year and i got a big pile of Homework waiting for me to clear. Teachers no longer buy the excuess of having too much homework and they even said staying up till 12am to finish our homework is quite normal. for me? add an Ab to the normal!

very well...2010 will and shall be a year of rest and increase, and i shall have my abundance of time to finish my homework and even more leftover to do whatever i want to do.

小笼包

2010-01-21T22:25:00.002+08:00

Let's Play a game, from now on as in...Now (TIME) i will stop cursing and swearing and of cause the most importantly, not compain...well constructive complains will do but not those that cut people's heart deep deep. but before that, give me some grace period. how about a last complain?

Why must thursdays suck so much? and to make matters for my thursday worse...firstly during recess i wanted to try out the Nasi Bryani from the indian store darn much but! by now i think you would have guessed it right already right?...i didn't get to eat it because the 2 Assface bought My NASI BRYANI! not fair!!! and because of that...im deprived of rice again..and the macroni totally sucks man, my recess was totally ruined! as a Man of Food, i live by Food and i shall die by Food too! believes that Good food = Good man, Bad food = "like i give a damn" result
can't believe im saying this but i felt rather depressed that i did not get to eat any rice during recess and...cried during Chem..of cause tried to use laughters to cover things up to make it seem as if i went nuts over Xiao Long Bao but...the more i thought about Food the more i want it!!!
Damn Damn Damn...God why must you make Food way more pleasing than girls?
Well i got my chance to get some rice after school from the new malay store vendor but..sadly IT SUCKED EVEN WORSE! God...they trying to kill the students? the portion was so little and the Tempe( Femented Beans) was like...Biscults left out to air for the past 2-3days man...totally not fit for human consumptiona and don't even mention about student consumption.
Where on earth did all the cooks who used to cook decent dishes go?
God Give me Some SIAO LONG BAO PLEASE!

Ok...well from now on, i will not complain
Failure to follow the rules will result in...no DSLR!

2010-01-16T09:57:00.002+08:00

Hmmm....Today is DARE rectuitment! wonder what should i serve in? any sudgestion? well to be frank...i kinda wanna serve because i am bored. no better way to make use of it than serving in the house of the father right?

the Updates since New year

2010-01-13T17:37:00.003+08:00

Currently on Youtube checking out on some korean vids. Aparently..i don't hate those communist that much after all probally because SNSD have got some great looking girls? now now, calm down! i ain't no firlt! i was merely "Enjoying God's creation" after all if not for us wanting to look better, what would those working in the pharmacy be earning on? well as josh said, it would quite an irony to actually like that Choi SooYoung because she is the tallest of the freaking group! well...at least i'm still in the stage of growing taller right?

Looking back at my other recent, or...not so recent post, i just realized that it been really really long since my last post. Bet by now i would have lost all my readers. argh Jordon! stop procastinating! whenever you feel like blogging or not, as long as you have somthing up your mind worth to be placed up here, just do it! it's all dweels to the apathetic feelings within. it's not surprising that 70% of the time i would feel like this. i just could care less of my surrounding. Life somehow after stepping onto the 'O' train, changed drastically for me. instead of the usual "me & my friends" it changed into more of a "Me and my 12 points and my Visual Comms course and my Rock star Career" things in life just revolve in a totally different direction
Daddy, please change my life

Life with Remix last year was totally Great man! no other words could actually label them! the Level 4's are superb in everything they do! all fired up for jesus all the time! Guys, my 2009 with you people around was superb! you made feel loved by daddy whenever i fail to remember that he had always been there for me. Though i may not be moving up to arrow with you COGs, i believe i will be a blessing to the next Level4 and ABOVE.

Have i not told you about my N level results? i wouldn't brag about it but hey, All glory to Daddy God yea? i got 15points for my EMB3. Not exactly what i expected since i've been dealing with this low-self esteem problem for all my life! intially on the train on my way to school with eliezer and nicholas, i was somehow convinced that ITE college east would be my school-to-be . but well...thanls to mrs Ng for being such an ass to trick me by hiding the green slip under the red slip. it's scary you know?! being the 2nd last of the class to get the result thanks to the shitty class register system and the moment you take a seat and all you see is red! a freaking red slip! and Mrs Ng starts to ask me if i thought i would made it through or not. Of cause my answer would sound rather cynical and then from under the red slip she pulled out a green slip. money can't buy the expression i had the moment she pulled out the green slip man! i stood still in total disbelief asking if she was $#^ing me. thinking back, i should have just grabbed the green slip and run off! who know maby she gave me the wrong coloured one. haha...seriously man...sheesh! teachers should know when to joke at the right time and the one mentioned above was totally WRONG!

Long Lost Feeling

2009-12-29T21:15:00.002+08:00

Finally! The Level 4 peep who went to israel will be back tomorrow! Im darn excited to see them back again! weekends at church without you people is pure boredom man..i can't believe i'm gonna say this but I MISS YOU GUYS SO BADLY! it's never too gay to say that to your friends. haha

No Link

2009-12-27T23:05:00.002+08:00

I think Singapore Idol just lost it's market Value even more....probally it should be renamed Malay idol. haha not meant to be racist but have you realized that the past 3 seasons of Singapore Idol were won by malays. Where did the chinese pride go man?
haha....another "not meant to be racist" point. What's with malays saying "i got no Money Seh..." and there they are spamming msges for their idol. Makes no sense to me....
If you are saying this is biasness, look at yourself in the mirror and tell me are what you people doing linked to my point?

That Christmas could never come

2009-12-25T22:47:00.003+08:00

doubt i can end off 2009 christmas on a high note anymore. well at least i got what i want right? maby not really that case for me. as you know i have been wanting a Nikon DSLR camera, especially a D300! and manage to come to a deal with my mum that if i get 15 or less points for my N levels, i will get the D300, but well guess that request gonna wait to see another year. aparently due to some financial misplannings, i won't be getting it now...or...maby ever. God i hate this man, FML

but somthing to save me from plunging into total sadness over the news was that i got a surprise present from my bigsis! and 2nd sis! and my future brother-in-law! well maby the theme for my present is "scent" i got Diesel Fueled for Life! ok guys if you are looking for a scent for yourself without wanting to smell too...."guyish" or "Malay-ish" i recomend that you give this little Diesel a try. it is light scented with a slight dash of citrus and slight lavender scent to it. as a 16, after the fragrance, i smell like an 18year old instead of 16 haha isnt that all we asian kids want? to be mature in people's eyes?

not forgetting all the bodyshop essential oil. way to go! i've got a total of 9bottles now! wooh happy mixing man.

i guess i have come to an end of my blog post. Merry Christmas everyone! haha Jesus is 2010years old!

All i want for Christmas

2009-12-24T23:30:00.003+08:00

Ohh goody goody! Christmas is just exactly half-an-hour away! can't wait to start ripping through my present and start playing with whatever I've got. let's pray hard that my boy's toy list get fulfilled before i reach 20. this year, Jesus shall be my Santa and fulfill my materialistic wants!

Dear Jesus,
All i want for Christmas this year is:

A Shower of blessings throughout all my days
My Freaking Nikon D300 with extra battery pack
Lot's of favor with the Level3 next year
and Favor follow me!
not forgetting <10points>

Thank you daddy for it all have been bought by your blood amen

Have yourself a very marry Christmas!

2009-12-24T18:51:00.003+08:00

It's been a really long while since i really took a picture with passion, not untill today while rocking out to some Demi Lovato (okay...fine! Demi's song is no more for gays!) nothing beats the "picture perfect" spur of a moment like this.

Met up with SWM to head down to the gym, which......totally shacked me out! doubt i will be able to get my lazy bum off my bed tomorrow. haha but after all my granny is a Great with her magic hands when it comes to easing pain. aparently SWM spent close to 800 on his new pair of speed skates and all the required safty gear, which to me is NUTS! 800 freaking bucks for a pair of skates? i could have used that sum to get myself a quality acoustic guitar!

and it seems to me that tomorro is Christmas!Way to go? how do i end the year on a high note? with me forgeting totally about it! Damn! most prob since 1/2 of the level is in israel and no one is talking about christmas, i guess it slipped my mind! but well...grace grace let's see what daddy can plan out for me

Paramore, Here We Go Again!

2009-12-17T09:38:00.002+08:00

Not too long ago, probally 2months ago, i remembered saying a prayer with Vivian over MSN praying that PARAMORE WOULD COME TO SINGAPORE
surely enough, i checked out paramore's twit over lunch and what i saw released that huge adreneline rush! i rarely could believe my eyes! Paramore is comming to Singapore! on the March 7 2010!
Wow...Daddy you are so Good!

Anyone wants to join me and vivi? haha we bought the tix for the free standing area!

We Sing, We Dance, We EJ5!

2009-12-15T10:32:00.007+08:00

Hey beloved REMIX family, Looking back, i think we have gone through a lot.
thick or thin, regardless of situation, Daddy has always been faithful and never
did leave us or forsake us, and i think that's what that draws us even closer.
It's the unwillingness to give up in those tough times. The calm after the storm
always seemed pleasing to us. though i may not be joining you people in arrow
next year but i believe that i shall & will be a blessings to the fellow
level 3's. Remember this Remix, the remix spirit shall never die out but only
grow even stronger in our hearts through the love of Daddy. REMIX!
Saranghae
Remix (2007-2009)

The Race shall not be to the swift & that's what i believe in! i may not be joining the rest of the level 4 in Arrow but Level3 will be my blessing and i will be to them vice vesa

Camp this year seem way too short! 4day 3night seemed like it was only 2day! gotta say the super anointing was there and so was Daddy! hey, what would be of a church camp if it wasn't Jesus all the way? no Jesus no nothing man. Though this post may be shorter than my usual camp posts but it's not about the words but rather the Love!

Every minute spent with remix was worth it! looking way way way back to 2007 when i first stepped into church into Aikos2, i was a totally different guy. Unwilling to open up, hostile and unmanned that's' what some labeled me as but i did changed! compare me back then and now! isn't it a marvelous changed daddy made in me over this 2 years? haha what never did changed? well that belly i had from 2 years ago is still here! apart from really shedding fats everywhere else.

One Life, enough to save eternity. One camp, Never enough to know of his love for us
I tell you, if you ever told me you never wanted to go for camp, i will slap 101 reasons on why to go right smack on your face! haha enjoy those photos! =D btw the 2nd pic was our best companion at camp

Remix i love you!!

Thanksgiving FTW

2009-12-06T21:22:00.004+08:00

The Year is finally coming to an end. it all seem too abrubt for me, not now! i'm still not ready to be with the current level3. but well whatever it is, no matter how much i may hate this, i believe that as long as i just look at daddy and continue what i am or will be doing, everything will just naturally fall into place for me, i guess?

Probally coming to the end of the year is another way for nature to say that we've grown a little wiser once more. we've learn a little more about ourself and about others. we go by our everyday routine but our mutual understanding never changes but just grow deeper. Our friendship built on rock hard foundation of god

Whatever that we may go through, Daddy was always there for us, so i would like just use this blog pose and forget about doing the usuals and just dedicate this to daddy and daddy alone, thanking Him for all that he had done for us youth this year.

Remember at the start of the year, we prayed that little prayer which seem so impossible but still we stood in faith believing. Look what at the size of our level today?
Thank you Daddy for the Growth

I guess the other Remix-ians would really laugh at this. Remember this? cummon try to recall! remember EJ3 at M'sia? which theme is misfits? we racked our mom's closset to dressed to be freaks?
Thank you Daddy for the Misfited Fun time

At the Zone 2009 where all the dudes DAREd to wear pink! i totally Loved that moment man! it was magical and that event drew the bros of the DG even closer haha still remember we were trying to mimic Christina with the pose. Daddy Broke our Clique walls and made us as One

Thank you Daddy for Drawing us even closer

Now what are you thankful of?
the Dektos year is still not over so it's still never too late to Give Thanks!

RAIN > SHINE

2009-12-03T00:31:00.002+08:00

The weather is seriously going "ku-ku" it's no more that Sunny island filled with smile but rather land filled with floods and people late for work haha

by the way updates on prom night will be done ASAP!
Now that im Hung over and Sober and recovered from my Jet lag, i guess it's alright to partay again!

FML

2009-11-27T08:08:00.003+08:00

FML of the Day:
Today, I wanted to tell my boss that i wanna quit my part time Job so i can enjoy my well earned holiday before the school starts. But before i could tell my boss that, my manager came and gave me a swipe card( For Full-timer only) and now i think i have to work for the rest of my holiday. FML

I really really really would wanna stop but wouldn't i be such an ass to suddenly say i wanna stop?

But argh...well who cares? stick to the basics, my character traits of Sarcasm fall under being as asshole too right?thus 2 asshole traits makes no difference because one is enough to make you a badass so what if what you've earn have already hit the 4-figure sum? surely defeats the purpose of "Enjoying your Holiday" if you have to work for the rest of your holiday right?

Tied

2009-11-23T23:52:00.002+08:00

How have you been man? Sorry for not posting for a long while. it's just i got the post-exam blues. the PMS and stuff. Really Really Really down and just feels like the world is throwing shit at you but you have no choice but to take it. Easilly Irriatated, Opressed and Depressed. Just not the Jordon i know who used to trust his friends more than himself. Now it's the otherway round. He trust entirely on himself.

I can be quite emotional during this period of time. Jesus just seem so far out of reach! it's so close yet so far. He is in me but yet i still feel hungry! i really need the Me time to find out what's wrong but my busy scheduel really prevented me from doing so. Please Keep me in your prayers, Praying that i find my rest in the midst of the storm. Thank you

Starved to death

2009-11-12T00:21:00.004+08:00

Life at work have been preety great! seen things that i've yet to see in my journey through life.
One thing i realize about myself, not sure weather if it applies to Everyone but i found out that we are always constantly hungry. no matter under what circumstances, whatever the outcome, we are never fulfilled with what we have. though it may be little although it may satisfy our needs we still want more.well, that's for my case though i know what i earn in that one month is equivilant to my allowance for 6month added up. it seems like our hunger for truth and more never stops.

Funny Dialogue for the day!
Jordon: Hi Sir, How's your day? What would you like to eat?
Sir: Oh Hi! Im fine! i would like a Brownie to go please
Jordon: Alright, would you like it hot?
Sir: *In Diguest* Would you like me Hot?!!!!

Foam

2009-11-09T11:57:00.001+08:00

Blogging from work right now. Aparently coz of O levels, there was generrally lesser customer and thus, I don't have to work so hard.

Still can't believe that my collegue old ne I got "checked out" by some CHIJ girls. As in the P6 CHIJ. Come to think of fact that I got "checked out" it just really gave mr goosebumps not that I'm gay but rather because they are primary school students!! I'm not a paedophile either!! Haha of all people why must it be pr school girls man...haha God anyway thanks for making me look attractive to the girls.

Wooh I found a new reason to look foreward to work every day! Reason?? To make coffee of cause! Making the foam for the coffee is the best part of it man trying to perfect the art of latte art and making sure the size of the foam bubble are all even that the best part!! Haha God I love my job

out of the blue

2009-11-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

Did i tell you how awesome my job was? apart from serving people of diff walks of life, which can be quite detestable when it comes to aunty who always believed in the motto "it's never too much to ask for too much" but well why shun away this job opportunity when you know that this job offer you free food? but after awhile you'll start to develop a phobia of it! like me! but rather the other way round. I've grew used to the bread and spaghetti. apart from the bread diet, my eyes get fed too you know? KC, TKGS, PLMGS and other school (please do not..I'm not a paedophile and thus my eyes shall not feast on pr sch kids)

Recently i met this customer who is pretty much a Super-hot-Meishi-lookalike. I would even be convinced if u said that she was MeiShi's sister. shes got sweet voice and she's polite too.
You may find this behavior unexceptable but who cares? we are young and reckless...minus the reckless part from me. i lay out the pros and cons before i do anything man haha and im simply
ENJOYING GOD'S CREATION!! God made man in his own image and out comes eve from the side of adam but while eve was made, Adam was asleep so........let me study eve now! haha

at the Job

2009-11-03T01:32:00.003+08:00

Got myself a job and this is my 3rd week on the job. Shalln't tell the exact location of the job because i know there will be assholes out there trying to make life hard for me so yea..you know who you are. About my job, its' preety low paying..ok i admit it, its' very low paying but non the less i do enjoy it so who gives a damn? im not much of a social or someone who likes to open my mouth much so yep you've guess it right! something related to F&B.

throughout my 3weeks there, i've learned alot of things. Things which cannot and almost impossible to be taught in the classroom. Thanks Daddy God for opening up my heart to recieve from people from this job...well i can be quite an arrogant bastard so as to speak but daddy taught me how to humble myself. Served people on extreme ends like the Aunty who asked for 7packets of chili to the "Super Rich" lady who took a sip of coffee and threw away the rest to those who are simply way to picky about their food. For example "Can i a Cheesy Mushroom Sandwich with More veg but no purple cabbage and lettuce.." Lol! how can you stay healthy at this rate? but well it's his/her money what power do i have to speak over their lives?

Snooze off

2009-10-18T21:49:00.012+08:00

i guess rest time is over! time to get my lazy ass off the couch and get my fingers busy and start picking up the pace for blogging. it's been a 4 week since i came back from batam! wow a month without blogging? serious? probally due to my work. as you know the N's ended 5weeks ago. although my little family it may not be that grand but i really enjoyed it alot as my last family holiday was 6years ago! not that we are financially uncapable but rather lazy to plan out a holiday. so yep Highlight for the trip was the massage which immidiately upon reaching back to the resort i fell asleep! it's That good!!
shall leave the rest of the talking to the picture. anyway if you are wondering where was i, i was at Turi Beach Resort Batam, Indonesia

I lived till this day

2009-10-10T01:22:00.003+08:00

Nothing better than a fresh Brew of coffee to turn my day around. It's Official! My Days of being a Sec4 student in 2009 is OVER! Having the though of not having Anything to do for the next 10weeks is worse that feeling anxious before the paper!

I've done my English and made quite some mistake, my Chinese which is still as hopeless as ever( this is not called give up but rather down to earth) my SS which is another 1 which make me hate politics more, Science which was done with total ease, Math was into a totally different sylabus, Geog was the paper which made me regret! and F&N! the paper which God showed his grace upon me! and not forgetting all this paper are now in Jesus's hands to settle it for me.

Thinking back how excited i would be once my N ends but right now i don't feel the same way. i thought i would be satisfied with the time used but i am not! but well no point procastinating and waste off the rest of your holiday.

Things to do during the Holidays!
1) Go on a Movie Marathon [Done]
2) Get my Iphone [next week]
3) Get my Relaxing Full body massage [tomorrow]
4) Find a part time job [Monday]
5) Go for EJ5 and pay for it all by myself [December]
6) make sure i either Run or Swim everyday to shape up for prom night [starts next week]
7) Get ready to get screwed badly after recieveing results! [ I rebuke that in Jesus name! Amen]

but in any case you are really screwed, you can either pray for either any of those mentioned below to come true
1) The plane delievering the papers over to cambride gets an engine failure and plunge into the sea
2) Jesus to come down before results day(AKA Dooms day)
3) The marks in wrong sequence eg ( 19 for 91) AMEN!
4) Your time to be up before results day

I guess that's it? my weekends are gonna be spent on a little island called Bintan so yea pray hard that the Tech lv is high that im able to find a comp sumwhere to blog like singapore! Comps are everywhere.

Boomz

2009-10-05T16:00:00.003+08:00

I nailed it Baby! no-no not i nailed a baby but I nailed my Chem and Phy! It was So DARN easy!! like Chicken Peanuts! but well at some point of time, anxiety and the "Singaporean" spirit came onto me and while answering how to test for presence of Hydrogen i started to ans strangely like "Introduce a lighted splint to a testube of the gas. If a "Boomz" sound is heard" but well good thing i check and double checked!

"Boomz" should be found in the Singapore dictonary man hehe coined by the popular Ris Low coz of the credit card fraud and stuff. so yep, learning point caught, which is Never to judge a book by its' cover. how beautiful she may be (not to be because Rachael Finch is h0tness to the max) but a person can never be beautiful if the heart is not

This is it

2009-10-04T11:51:00.002+08:00

This is it (I'm not referring to the MJ concert) I'm standing Face to Face with my N level. it all winds down to this after 4years of education. Sec5, ITE or another year of Sec4 really depends on the exam to be take next week. Feat not! I've got Daddy! people say that the current mentality i have is of a over confident person but it doesn't hurt to boast in what God can do for me right? after all the heat is on him that he have to make it real for me. though i admit i really think I've not put in enough effort to Deserve a Pass but who cares? right now what i need isn't more practice but rather More Grace! for the undeserving like me! I'm not gonna stand there thinking that probably I'm gonna fail and start digging my grave. Even if I'm to go into my Grave for whatever reason, I'm gonna go in with my head held hi. I will not loose and neither will I give up and i say to all the N level student out there, Never give up without a fight!

that Quake that hit me..

2009-09-30T18:46:00.002+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!! I felt the Tremors! it's scary, So scary to the point it tickles my Coolsome gland! I was doing my Chem when suddenly i felt the floor tremble. thinking probally because i've sat on the chair for too long and the pins and needles experience is on it's way but No! i stood up and i still felt the floor tremble! thinking there's something suspecious, i turned on the TV and well tuned into CNA only to find out that Singapore have been hit by the 7.6 magnitude quake off Sumatra. Thank God for this Coolsome experience and at the same time keep me safe at home! Amen!

Who can make it to the top?

2009-09-30T15:36:00.002+08:00

Yep after watching this video does it ring any bell in yr mind? well for me, it kinda reminded me of who i ever wanted to be along the course of growing up in life and i gotta say hands down, I'm a right brainer. you know? a right brainer? those whose brains never ever run out of creative juice. Yes that's me! a left hander =D and looking back at what i wanted to be it somewhat define that I'm a creative guy too. Let's see!

2009 (Sec4) - Musician
2008 (Sec3) - Photographer
2007 (Sec2) - Pastor
2006 (Sec1) - Graphic Designer
2005 (Pri6) - Film maker
2004 (Pri5) - Sculptist
2003 (Pri4) - Scientist

Well that's almost it! See, get what i mean? i was born to do the right-brainer job but my dad seem to want to turn the whole family into people on desk job! my parents work in the maritime industry and both my sis are bankers. see the trend? but i just wanna break off from this family tradition and start a career in the arts industry! however the problem lies with my dad, all the carree path that he picked out for me will cause me tonnes and tonnes of stress! no doubt less than 1month in those job i would have a nervous breakdown. whichever way my life will be layed out, it's in Daddy's hands for my furtures' decided!

The Rebellion

2009-09-29T22:52:00.003+08:00

Adults are hard to understand not the other way around our elderly would say. Shit man...what's wrong with my mum? just 2hours ago i told her that i just took a nap and would be going on an all nighters and she agreed. But not long ago she just stomp into my room and demanded that i turn in right now! What logic is this? you said something and you suck it right back into yr mouth and claim that i am the one putting the words in your mouth?! Seriously man..how would life have turned out for me if ever i never did stepped into the church?...but still the bible say summit to your parents! right now that really feels like Bullcrap! I'm still gonna study my night off. i know myself well enough that not even my mum knows what i turly want. God, Please! just let me find Favor in my parents eye because they are just like hellhound right now trying to make life difficult for me

a Virgin no more! for NC16

2009-09-27T08:15:00.005+08:00

it is possible to be at 2 places at one technically! it's around Orchard of course! i was there yesterday waiting for my bus home when i heard the irritating engine roaring of the F1 car, but at the same time i heard Boom Boom Pow by the black eye peas LIVE. haha sumtime durring dinner time, Terrence called me just to tell me that he was at the F1 and man i tell you it's super irritating! before you could finish your sentence, the drivers will just zoom past. Hey man....the track is 5km long...can't you just all win together? while shopping at cathay with my parents when out of the sudden Fame by naturi naughton & collin pennie played throughout the mall and the Jitterbugs suddly burst into dance moves and damn they sure can dance! they were dancing thoughout the mall but too bad i wasn't quick enough to whip out my camera fast enough to capture that moment. but Great dance!

Guess what? Im NC16 Virgin no more! watched Phobia 2 with Taizi and it was my first and well would be my last movie im gonna watch from this director or at least these group of directors. wanted to catch Fame after catching the jitterbuggers dance to the groove over all my verdict would be 6.8/10. It's a great way for you to waste your time if you want because it's 2freaking hours & by the end of the movie, my wrist feels sore from the 2hrs of grabbing onto the chair hehe. The story wasn't really that amusing, Great camera and lighting use but overall i would say it's not worth to watch.

SPOILER:

it's a movie on 5kinds of story (Novice, Ward, Backpackers, Salvage and In the End) among those 5 my favourite would be Salvage. Salvage was the creepiest among the five as there was lots of spooks within it. dimly lit scene and car wrecks bloody mess, burning body and her dead child(toey). while the rest is up to you to decide if you wanna watch or not hehe i can't spoil the market right? but the 2hr movie would

Drag me out!

2009-09-24T18:17:00.005+08:00

Don't get me wrong! firstly i know i'm not at school when i should be there, BUT! i am excuessed, i have an MC! the first thing that came to my mind the moment i step right out of bed was "%$#! My toe!!" as you know, i'm a human and i'm not perfect therefore Accidents do occur! and well of all places, i wonder why why why of all places must it be my pinky toe? well as what Cach pat said "Thank God is 1 toe Only!" but for me is "Thank God i did not Fracture my toe!" went to the doctor later on to get my wound checked out and i really freaked out and panic when he asked me into the surgory room and start taking out those metal surgical tools but thank god! not scapel! haha turned out he just wanted to clear out the dried up blood around my wound and make sure that when my nail grows back, it doesn't grow inwards so yep...hehe no pain but when he filed my nail i kinda had the teeth-grinding experience hehe so yep...the Doctor gave me a pedicure session

Happy Birthday Dajie! hehe Thanks for Dragging me out of the house to celebrate it with you and erjie at Ion yea? hehe all that good food is turning me On! Price wise can be expensive but the food is worth the buck. hehe my sister praised me for my photography skill but hehe i'll take the compliment but somehow i still think my skills are not "That" good but everything have it's own begining right? it's my first time trying Marvelous Cream and man i love the Chocolate taste! hehe ohh and btw i say Cherly and Jochebel at orchard too but...well i think i am just a face in a crowd, no matter how much i wave to them, they never seem to see me?

Crack

2009-09-23T23:53:00.002+08:00

Damn...there goes my Thursday in school. i think i just fractured my toe and i can't get a doctor to confirm it because it's freaking 11PM! but the doctor have no Last say, My daddy does! =D
and i know he bore all the pain at Calvary that even if I'm to have a fractured toe, it will not hurt.

My toe is swollen to the point, it reminds me of Nugget whenever i look at it. i mean no joke man...it reminds me of fish fingers too man...and well with topping of Tomato ketchup (blood)
God...you gotta help me out her. seeing someone bleed isn't a problem but seeing myself bleed is will cause a serious nervous breakdown. i don't mind sustaining a sprain or bruises but a cut is a nono to me.

Well so much for school tomorrow. guess i shall blog about my recovery then

Delivery

2009-09-20T07:06:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya! to all Malays out there! you know what that means? no Monday blues for tomorrow wooh hehe

Who would have thought that music could be so versatile when it came to solos? ever heard Break Free with MJ's Beat it at the solo? well, that's what exactly what they did during P&W yesterday and boy was the sermon good but i didn't take down much notes but instead i was doodling all sorts of Hagane No Renkinno Justushi (Full Metal Alchemy) on D.Bradly's notebook.

For the past week, I've kinda Back slided from Grace. Things didn't seem really "Yay Jesus can do it" but rather "Daddy...if u wanna bless me, just bless me, if not it's ok" i know we are to proclaim our blessing and be mindful that surely we will get it like the Placebos and Nocebos, what you believe is what you get.

I'll Bite!

2009-09-19T08:15:00.002+08:00

I'm left with 17days in my hands to make full use of but aparrently i'm not making full use of it partly because I'm no more waking up way early in the wee hours to study though i can absorb better in a shorter amount of time but it puts much more strain on my body.

well but the very first 1st thing to do is!!! FEAST! time to make up for all the lost carbs and well spend the rest of my holiday swiming, running and playing basket ball everyday and probally get a part time job with flexible hours. any Lobang? hehe Aniway tomorrow got DARE!! whoot! finally man after missing out on church for 3weeks! IM HUNGRY FOR GOD'S WORD!! *Chomps*

1 Second makes a difference

2009-09-17T14:05:00.003+08:00

Thank God! I am Alive! you wouldn't believe what just happen! a difference of 1second could means Life or Death. I nearly got knocked down by a taxi! Hold on, before you start jumping to conclusions of me recklessly crossing the road, listen to me first. I was waiting for the green light before crossing and meanwhile i kinda had this problem stuck in my head and was in a deep thought so usually i'll just cross when the car stops but well today because of the "deep-in-thought" i delayed crossing the road. Daddy Thank you! you use the problems in life for my well being. should there be no problem stuck in my head, i think i would be in ICU right now. my body was just less than 15cm away from the taxi! well...the taxi driver drove into the pedestrian crossing! well...i didn't bother to even record down the plate number, don't ask me why but i was just overwhelmed by the adrenaline rush that i just walked off thanking that God that today is not my day! I'm still youthful I've got lots' to accomplish in life and i ain't done with my praise & worship enough yet!
Thanks to the delay in crossing i am alive! so yep, whenever you have a problem, don't blame god. he might be the 1 using the problem to save your Ass!

Looking through the paper today haha i think the hearing for the teen suicide pact case is still on. Such stupidity starts from boredom. oh and i realize one thing, I'm quite keen in getting a temporary job after my N levels not because I'm in need of money but i just need to get off this freaking laptop and get a life out there!

Anyway i didn't turn up in school today, partly due to my headache and because i checked my time-table and there isn't any important so yep that pretty much made today quite an insignificant day

Stain my mind with your Make-Beliefs

2009-09-15T21:17:00.002+08:00

I need a prayer of a lifetime right now! i've been facing insomnia for a couple of weeks now, 4 to be exact. Wow a month! Daddy I really need a good rest and i don't wanna go on medication for a good night sleep. i find it kinda pointless to stay on those pills for comfort because sooner or later, the problem is still gonna visit you again someday and well it will turn into a habbit for you to take those pills for rest. for me, i have my Spiritual food! I shall continue to meditate on Matthew 11:28-30! Whatever the Bible says is true! the Devil shall have no rights in robbing me of my rest which have been promised in the bible! and the Bible can't lie. if it does, then God is a lier! but surely God wouldn't right since everyone has the righteousness!

Matthed 11:28-30
28"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

Happy 16th Terrence

2009-09-13T00:30:00.003+08:00

Never in my life had i done this but, I rode at the back of the truck for the very first time in my life! I know most of the 16year old would have done that but well that's what you get when you have overprotective parents but well I wouldn't say having that kind of parent is bad but just that you will experience the trills at a later stage of life.

Oh yea Happy Birthday Terrence! May the Good lord bless you and may all your dreams Come true! hehe Thanks for the dinner yea? Love the fish haha.

Man i tell you i feel so good to be able to step out of the house again! picture yourself studying at home for 2weeks without stepping out of the house apart from going to school for your paper and extra lessons, Terrifying right? haha well i should just trust less on myself now on and trust him more...More of him, Less of me. By his strength not my might ! amen!

"See the Red"

2009-09-08T19:20:00.003+08:00

Good Gods! im walking on a thin thread which is burning. this may be it, I've totally lost faith in going onto sec5. without fail i will always walk into the exam hall with a possitive mindset thinking "I'm well prepared, therefore i will pass" but the moment i open up the question paper, that's it man! i turn from Hero to Zero! right now i don't need luck! I need a freaking Miricle! wishing me luck is such an insult! it somehow gives me the impression that i'm not skilled enough to take the challenge head on. well Jesus...all that i can do, I've done it. All that's left to do is to "See the Red" not as in Fail but see the Blood bought results

Pulluing through

2009-09-07T22:43:00.002+08:00

Hello! Guess what? I just woke up. and yes your eyes are not playing tricks on you it's 10:58PM. I just woke up after a nice rest, now i'm gonna pull through an all nighters and I ain't gonna work through for my own salvation. i am gonna thrust The one which will arm me with might and strength amen! hehe

Alright i promise that i'll upload more pics onto my blog over the weekends yea? pardon me for i've not step out of the house for the past 2 weeks!

War Journal Pt1

2009-09-07T20:00:00.000+08:00

Today's paper was Wacked! i Swear, I SWEAR! this will be the last time i'll be doing chinese. After this year, im planning to drop chinese and replace it with some other sub like Lit?
It was like Doing greek! i ain't understanding Anything that I either Read or Write. but i still mananged to stay awake throughout the day.

Tomorrow I WILL KILL!! SS you are mine! you caused me not to go to church on Sunday which led me to fight for my own salvation and Hell am i gonna trash you

F*CK!

2009-09-06T20:02:00.003+08:00

Seriously man this is Shit! Josh just called me while I'm in the midst of my intensive mugging because the school only provided remedial and nothing intensive about it and guess what? he managed to talk to Hillsong band. So much for mugging eh..i really hate this experience! MOE is robbing my youth can you imagine I'm gonna spend the next 9years studying....dude! I'm spend a quarter of my life studying and hey! there goes my youth man, out the window like that. Humans are intelligent but....dumb when it comes to time planning. you call this the power of youth when MOE is robbing us of it..
so F*!!!

the dawn of the Wars

2009-09-06T19:03:00.002+08:00

I finally understood what Mrs Ng meant by your live will totally change and boy did it sure come fast. My life is only Eat, Sleep, Shit, Email. that's all that is to life for now and I'm still trying to get used to it.
well if this is what JC life is about then forget it! i can't take this Slave treatment from MOE. I am a right brainer! right brainers deal with Creativity stuff not trying to defy Logic!
but well it's just 1 more month to the end of my N levels.
Stay tuned! i'm gonna gear up for my exams! I'm gonna conquer every single paper with no blood, no sweat and no tear will be shed!
Amen hehe

Would you pay

2009-09-04T21:57:00.003+08:00

I don't mean to be mean but sometimes i seriously think that people are dumb! can you imagine people spending $600 for 2 "Lucky Pineapple" from the 7month auction.

My family went to pick my sis up who is at the driving range so that we can have dinner together. we headed down to the nearest food center were it's well known some good food. there was this auction going on at the other side and man i tell you, at that point of time i really felt like shutting down the freaking amp that was making all that noise. but well pay no mind to it after all, then i heard the guy on stage putting two "lucky pineapples" for auction and the price the bidders bid at is ridiculous! the people shouted in dialect and started off with $22 which i think could still be Very expensive, because hey...you are paying $11 for a pineapple! and they aren't even from Australia or any far far country.

For this i can officially say "Talk is Cheap, Pineapples are not" hold your horses...the first bidder bid the pineapple at $22 then! the all sorts or outrageous price started pouring out! the highest bidder went home with the pair of pineapples for $688. Wow...Nice one man...you just spend the money which you could have bought the latest IPhone 3GS on two freaking "Lucky pineapple" indeed the name says it all. The pineapple was lucky to be bough at such high price..which mean i could just buy any pair of Durian and go around asking for $500 and tell people it's a "Lucky Durian" because it dropped down from heaven. Hah..what a joke. but well the money belongs to them, what rights have i got to tell them how to spend their money wisely. but given a that amount of money, the first thing i'll do is..buy shares! buy apple shares! I'll wait for the price to reach sky high and sell it off, then tithe my 10% and enjoy life with the rest of the 90% haha!
Do me a favour, ask your friends would they pay $600 for a pair of "Lucky Pineapple"?

Faceplanted

2009-09-03T15:47:00.000+08:00

Right! before i faceplant myself into my stack of Way unfinished Social Studies, i guess i'll just blog just abit.
Right now, im starting to feel tension within me, my mind tell me that it's time to get ready to fall sick anytime (Rebuke that in Jesus name)because it's the exam periods!
Time is So short, Exam period draws near so quickly
HOW ON EARTH DO I COPE WITH EXAM STRESS!

Like a Chisel that Shapes the Dimond

2009-08-31T12:53:00.000+08:00

I gota be truthful and well i gota admit this, but this years' Teacher's day performance didnt meet my mark and i'm sure if you ask the others they would admit that it sucked so badly i had to cover my ears!
For the sake of Humanity and the next generation of BTSS, Please upgrade the sound system! instead of making improvement to the school surrounding. it's great that we are able to enjoy the school surronding but surely we would love to enjoy great performances too right? right now seems like all the effort that the performers put in are being washed down the drain. no offence but the event would be more pleasent if the sound systems were better working.

but afterall, this ain't such a bad day. watching Mr Ievan Liew's(AKA OctoLiew) dance really cheered me up. haha no doubt he won Mr Hunk again this year, He is such a 'COOL' and Funny teacher, how could he not win? Anyway i know teachers do read my blog and hereby i take this chance to Wish u people a HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!
(Enjoy yr Tuesday!)

sound the drums

2009-08-29T11:35:00.002+08:00

Ok seriously You gotta check out this video out. well though it's not like what Eliezer say of "Hans Zeemer" standard but well at least they are up to national standard to play at official events.
didn't know you can orchestrate all types of song till just now when i was really bored and was doing some random video browsing when i came across a Huge collection of these orchestral performance of all kinds of rock song from the very classic like the Beetles to the Jackson five.
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wow...seriously this is Pure freaking Talent! but what i have is a guitar and very little music knowledge, insufficient to even try to form a band to compete in the baybeats. but i believe all i need is the drive to carry on my music lessons and may be be that 50% sheer motivation and 100% favour to make it big someday.
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Since young, i never did recognize academic studies as my strength because most of the time i'm just...out of Logic so that explains everything. i prefer to understand everything as "defy-able"
well so song for today's post eh. Oh and i almost forgot, Today is Michael Jackson's 51st birthday, and there will be concert at like 7? who cares about their 51st when they is somewhere in Heaven enjoying his eternal life and walking on streets of gold?

Here Comes the Downpour

2009-08-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

It's 11:41Pm, I'm still awake, I'm still active. ive tried my best to doze off into dream land but my eye lids just doesn't listen to me. meanwhile while trying to get into my dreamland (Which i can't) i did some self-reflection and Boy did i just realize a change in me, which may be due to the stress level i am experienceing. There are thing's which im quite tempted to do but i just somehow feel not right to do so, so i've decided not to do it.

Thursays always seem to suck the most! i can't stand cramping all 4 boring lessons together. can you imagine? Chemistry, Math, English then Geog. That's quite alot of attention spam you need in order to stay awake throughout those lessons, but i've got no choice but to do so. My future paycheck is dependant on my N and O level results!

Argh...shall Try to sleep soon, or i'll just slice off my eyelids. (For some reason, i think that im writing jebberish nonsence in this post. So if you don't get a single word i've typed out, forget it, don't read on)

Up into Worldwide

2009-08-26T14:30:00.002+08:00

Praise God! I got 46% for my Chinese! come on 47% satisfies me because i really do Suck at chinese THAT badly that 40% always seem to be like a miricle for me. So far i've gotten back most of the paper and i'm preety satisfied with the marks given dispite most of it being Grade 4 Because, i totally didn't study for this exam. I just wanna know how much i know without refering to text but turned out i did better than i expected to do without studying. Which mean i just have to put in that 40% to at least get an A2 or A3. well but with Jesus with me all of the time, all there's left to do is just 20% effort and i get my double Portion hehe 50% effort for an A1 Amen!

Well, Mdm Tan anounced that "Teachers Read the Student Blogs" haha im quite neutral with what she said, since i do not post profane or coarse material up on the net.
Since you wanna post things up on net for the Whole world, why post things which people can use it against you?

Hotties of the World

2009-08-25T16:52:00.003+08:00

It's the month of Ramadan and the Muslims are fasting right now. But what bothers me is that, Why am i the one being tired? i mean isn't it weird, since I'm not a Muslim and i do not fast, i should be energised because i am allowed to eat? but I'm...different. the moment the first period starts, i will start to feel jelly all over then minutes later...my head will somehow end up stuck to the table

Better pray for me, I just registered my Interest for Iphone 3GS and well Let's pray that i will have to wait for less than 4monts hehe Double portion! maby 2months?

anyway, This is Injustice?! how can Miss Universe/ Miss Venezuela be Miss universe?! i mean Miss Australia so soooo much Hotter! haha Miss Australia is those kinda girl i will go a thousand mile for. Like What Eliezer said "I will Do my all for Emma Watson. i mean yes Miss Venezuela is Hot but still i think Miss Australia is Hottest!!

My Top 5 Hottest Miss

Miss Australia
Miss Thailand
Miss Kosovo
Miss Indonesia
Miss Switzerland

Iphonetolergy

2009-08-24T20:01:00.003+08:00

What on Earth! God....what's with the whole going gaga over the Iphone! now because of that, there is now a worldwide shortage of it....I have to wait at least 4whole freaking months before being able to lay my hands on that piece of..machine.

My eyes are glued to the TV screen right now. All the beautiful babe in those evening gown, it's just stunning. Thank god for such babes to drool over man, apart from Megan Fox

That Sinister smile that has a second meaning

2009-08-22T22:48:00.003+08:00

It's really been a great experience doing the performance and Praise & worship today. It Was Good! and turn out this time the Level 4 was my new batch of audience come to think of it, but i went it with only one thing in mind, which is to Do the Praises for Jesus and just enjoy his presence while doing it man. Really thank Music Clef for agreeing to lend me their Amplifier or else I'll be crawling my way to suntec with a back breaking load of equipment hehe
Be warn..do no be fooled by that stitch! i know right now you might be thinking "Oh! How Cute! that Stitch is so Fraggin Cute" but behind it's smile lies something much more sinister saying "spend more! take me home!". you know those sweet machine in arcade? Terrence & I got lured to give that machine a try after watching some lady play win sweets big time. We did give it a try but soon we got hooked onto the thrill of it, trying to win a toy this time and we did! after spending like $22 among 5guys. Can you Imagine? 5guys hogging at that Sweet machine slotting more and more coins just to get the fraggin sweet out but end up screaming at the machine in excitement. you know what machine I'm talking about right? the one where you insert 5coins to get 3scoops of the lower turning belt to place it on the top where there is this "tingy" which pushes the sweet and at a press of a button, you drop your sweet onto it....ok nvm i really think you should play it yourself to enjoy the thrill! but a word of caution, just have $2.5o in your wallet if you want to give it a try because you will turn to your wallet till you empty it

That A1 is MINE! & MUCH MORE!

2009-08-22T08:36:00.002+08:00

Whoot! Prelims are over and Praise the Lord! I got A1 for my Math paper 1, what excites me more is the pre-final grade for my F&N is within the A1 grade and Mdm sue said "it is possible for you people to get a disctinction if you do well for your for your Theory paper"
Wooh! Praise the Lord man! never once did I ever though of getting it! it's like....getting the cherry on top of the Fraggin mountain!

Back in Black!

2009-08-13T16:49:00.004+08:00

Boy oh Boy! it's been like a light year. Way Way Way too much things to blog about but will might well do the highlights of the week since "Blogger" screwed itself up and...well we can't blog of course. well...let's seeeeeee oh right National Day

Quote of August 7, 2009

Price for Coupons at school Carnival: $2

Price needed to play a game: $0.50 for 10rings

Price trina paid to play from that store : $10

Paying $10 to play, to get 3rings in so you can see your friend in Skirts: PRICELESS

Yep there you have it! haha our fun fun National day celebration with XinYi in skirts (PS..he is a guy!)

Ever seen a moon this Orange? well i was testing out the zoom function of my camera by the window when i saw the moon in this beautiful shade of Orange. I asked my mum, she said it's the day the day before the 15th of the Chinese calender, but for the orange moon wise..unknown

This it GooD!

2009-08-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

Wooh Event of the day! the whole Class decided to skip remedial and well..I'm one of those who skipped but juz...turned up for remedial in the end. we were wasting time away hoping for the bell to ring so we could just go up for Physics by the uber duper Hilarious Mr Liew but....well (it was my fault) to have suggested to Nicholas to go up to have a look to see which loser would turn up for SS remedial which the whole class have decided not to turn up.

We were standing outside class laughing our asses off when we saw the doors locked with no one inside, thinking how "assed" the teacher might have thought when he came up and saw no one..but guess wad..never rejoice too soon man! we heard a voice behind us saying "Hey, have you seen the class?" the first thing that came to our mind? "oh god I'm S*it-ed.."
but ever heard God will always use the outcome of your wrong doings to your advantage? Being such a hot day, we had SS remedial in the Staff Room! Exclusive access man...i wonder do they have this rule in other schools but students weren't supposed to be allowed into the staff room. See what i mean by God will use your wrong doings to your advantage? from Skipping to remedial to Enjoying the air con in the staffroom! how much better can it get?

Friendship Pie

2009-08-03T20:47:00.000+08:00

I was on MSN with Sherrie when she kinda told me she was "trying to squeeze some brain juice out" everything started to turn into Recipe right after i said "why squeeze it when you can blend it?" So here it is! the Friendship Pie/Cake (whichever you want to call it)

1.Blend your brain
2.After blending, wisk it to make your idea bubble
3.and add some concentration to make the idea saturate
4.after that add some love to keep it together
5.hen put it in the oven to heat the love
6.after removal from oven, put it on a nice circle of friendship and garnish it with extra kindness
7.and Walah!
8.you have now taste that sweet sweet friendship that u've been devoted to!

oh and btw, me and justin came up with a word for AWESOME but except we bring it to another whole new level! the word of the day is!
"AWESOMEFULTASTUCULARBALISTICTOLICIOUS"

War of the Schools

2009-08-01T16:51:00.003+08:00

What the Hell is wrong with the BTSS and the ChaiCheeSec people man..though i know of all places Bedok Town don't really have a good rep but still...that doesn't give people the rights to insult right? Know the rules of the game before you start posting insults..
When will Bloggers start respecting each other and post with care..and Class. What for insult a target in your blog? whilst doing it, you just stoop to a level lower than your target. you are demoting yourself, demoting your blog, making readers think that you are of a lower class? and that makes your blog totally not worth reading

My View on the merger? of course i am upset? who will not be after being in this school for 4years where the best memories were those camps. Representing your school in competitions, I'm not saying that our school and ChaicheeSec are low class but..what makes people think that we are low class are caused by these few black sheeps. like...(look below for the link)
http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=81365
http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=80749
though i would have graduated from BedokTown in 2011, this school left me a great impact where i learned how to cherish my friendship and widen my perspective and therefore...i will rmb that as bedok town still

...When will people stop and Think with their brains?..I'm sure God gave everyone a brain to use but not to let it sit in your head to rot right?

Inner Demon

2009-08-01T08:10:00.001+08:00

Ever thought how anger can just turn us into ugly creature? I saw that side of me on thursday. It is Scary & uncontrolable , everyone get angry every now and then, falling out with friend, getting accused

where it stood, it is a whole new level. can't believe i exploded and wanted to Punch A Girl! Freak!...that's Damn Ungentemenly. Just because i am a quiet guy most of the time, does not mean i control the inner demon. can't believe she called me naive where she spent her nights gaming away, talking about naive..ha..amateur. you returned me 10times of what i accidentally gave you. You Accused me of not saying Sorry when the first word i said was Sorry. Had you not been a lady, i Swear I will beat the living Crap out of you. You told me off as if you had the assurance that ITE was even gona take you in. You don't even have a EMB3 Grade, you sleep in class not learning anything at all, how the hell you think that you can even pass your N level? What's the point being school when you are not even making any progress? might as well don't, save the teacher some worksheet and contribute less to the noise pollution.

Im starting to feel like Choosing BTSS is kinda like a grave mistake and after seeing how ugly this school can be. everycorner i turn to, i see people with screwed up life, that no longer care about their future anymore. all that i can do is to stand, pity and say my prayer before moving on with life.

So Darn Worried

2009-07-28T20:39:00.003+08:00

Shit man...Im worried. My Class have got 5ppl down with high fever.
Shit man...i might be next! all those who were sick were sitting on the left of the class! & im sitting at the left too.
God shall be my healing & he shall keep me under the shadow of his wing!
All bacteria & Virus shall Die because I CURSE YOU!
I am a Child of God and therefore i shall not be sick!

we were at THE ZONE' 09

2009-07-25T23:59:00.002+08:00

Alright Peeps, Im Sorry for the Super Duper late post up of "The Zone' 09" Reason? because i had my weekends filled with Church! Now To My schoolmates, This is my life! Who says I don't have a life? Being one of the smartest in class (Glory to Jesus) does not make me a guy who sits at home all weekend studying. I have a Life out of school too k.

Anyway, 1 word fits all! AWESOME! that's what i say. Every year just gets better than the previous year man! well heard from Christian that there will be another Hillsong confrence in 2011, So most prob I will Fly to sydney to catch the Confrence. Even if i have got not enough to fly me down, I will Rob! I mean....Thrust God! haha God be my provider for all so that i can Live Jesus for the 4days there.
Eat Jesus, Sleep Jesus, Listen Jesus, See Jesus, Experience Jesus All to the Max!

I was Late man! Cant believe I was late! Darn bus, it can never be at the bus stop on time man!
well Met Wanru and Terrence at Tanah Merah before heading down the Airport with the Level 2s'

(skip-Skip-skip) Finally met Remix at Expo man! gota say i missed the rest of the Workshop right after i knock my head right to the ground. It was so hard...i kinda thought that i fainted right on impact with the ground. not sure weather if it is true anot but Daryl told me that everyone turned to look at me when the heard the loud thud. Terrence if you are reading this, no Condemation man Jesus still Loves you. So much with meeting the Band, though my eye gate was shut for the rest of the workshop, my Ears are not.

the Concert was CRAZY man! People were having a time of their lives praising Jesus and Jump Jump Jump!! Guang Hui told me that he heard the Concert going on from City Harvest side.
Wooh Praise goes a Long Long way man! Pastor Judas Smith was the speaker for this Concert & Man i tell you He is Way Way Way Better than any preacher i've ever heard man (exclude those from NCC) he is Funny and he touched on what most of us take as Tabboo. i gotta agree Sex has always exposed our weakness in it and therefore we seldom talk about it. but 1 point that made me realize that it ain't such tabboo after all is when i just realize, No Sex = No Marriage, No Marriage = No Children! so i must open up! I mean why not? since Children are like the most beautiul thing that God has bestowed on us.

this was a great Bonding session for remix and those new to remix. wooh God thank you Soo Soo soo much for me being able to make it for the Zone. I'm not suppose to be there coz i've got sumtin on at first but Thank God he pushed it all back and Im able to make it!

Leave it all out

2009-07-20T20:59:00.004+08:00

I think i know why i am sick already! because....i haven't been sleeping for the two wole nights. All i have been doing the two whole nights was F&N. I rushed way too hard man..Should just rely on Jesus more instead of Going all in and leaving Jesus out on all the fun.

But i shall be Healed in Jesus name Amen!
My Grades for F&N is sealed. Today is the submission date for my F&N and well, im still not satisfied with what i produced. Leaveing it all at Jesus to correct my mistaks man hehe

BTW 1More week to THE ZONE!! Wooh Hillsong will pull me onstage to play no reason to hide with them amen!

That small small faith

2009-07-20T20:56:00.001+08:00

Im blogging LIVE from Clinic. I’ve been waiting for two whole fraking God damn hour and it’s still not my turn yet! Dang Jesus Release your Healing on these sick people man so I would not need to see the doc! The clinic fraking lot's of ppl having their mask on and i seem to be the only 1 not wearing one. well...call that Man of faith because i believe No disease shall come near me!

Not limited by Choice

2009-07-18T23:24:00.005+08:00

Those picture's you see up there Were Not Me...cant believe i actually did that for the Cam!

but well it's for Fun only which i think is quite essential in times like these when the O's & N's are drawing near and the school just seem to force you to your limits

none the less i got to enjoy my weekends. After all studying your guts out doesn't seem like such a bad idea anymore since it will somehow make you realize that your weekends in church have been the one that is keeping you alive. I attended some Career/ study seminar today with some of the Remixer before going for service. I've tried trying to broadening my mindset on how to plan for my future ahead but all my mind could set itself to is La Selle or NAFA. I'm seriously starting to think

that I'm living in denial. knowing I'm only able to achieve for ITE since not the Cut for JC because I'm more of a hands on practical person rather that book smart, but i will still aim for JC and Poly. God!! make that a Desire for me rather a delusion. I pray for you to open my eyes Wide Wide! to see my future ahead & know that i am the righteousness and i study out of rest not out of hardship.

Pre-service today was AWESOME! some guy actually went soprano, singing Poker face (rendered)

which i later on realize that he was the one that was singing to some HSM song with Josh & Dori back at EJ3.

Hope Remix-edd have the chance to performance this time man. We were removed because they said there wasn't enough time to cramp every1 into that time slot. In Jesus name we will perform for you amen! Coach Will let us do it, now all of you reading better say Amen!

Revelation of the day!

Took the train home alone & caught a revelation. i was looking out the window when Daddy just spoke to me. Take me as the centre of the city from where you are now, do you still see the light?

for a moment i just thought, no matter how dark i may be, Daddy's light( glory) will never cease to catch my attention and draw me to it

REmix

2009-07-16T18:35:00.002+08:00

Whew....Finally. I can't stand stoning infront of my computer with nothing Flowing out of my mind at all which i can contribute to my F&N Coursework which deadline is on Monday 6pm.

God i pray i can get it in on Monday before 4 man! I declare it will be in by Monday!

Alright how would you rate those two pictures? praise God i got it done in less than an hr. my source of inspiration? pure experimentation! from my point of view, i think it is only..ok-ok, so-so probably because i am the creator. it's true you know, you always think what you do will never be good enough. Well so much for my break yea? haha Going back to work.

No worth it

2009-07-14T18:59:00.003+08:00

Study Study Study.
currently that's all my mind is set to. my days are only filled with Eat, Sleep, Shit and mostly study.
School from 8-4 seem like a freaking crazy idea but i guess through this, i will learn to cherish my friendships more in church.
I'm starting to think that some friendships in school are a totally a waste of time to invest your efforts in when all they do is "Mock" you. as a friend i take those words seriously because i look up to them but well i guess it is just F* up so yea....i would rather study hard and rely on daddy to get me my A's rather investing time in a friendship which i know i will never benefit from

Home with the Right Love

2009-07-12T21:04:00.002+08:00

Today's service really spoke to me deep, in the service i kinda started to tear abit.
i felt quite real as it spoke of love but in the tone that people speak it in nowadays. i thought it might speak deep into my parents and well change the way they threat me?(btw my parents are non-believers)
Parents tend to be very materialistic and cherish Things more than their Children. They show Love to Things more than we Kids. they can don't expect from what they have but they expect the best from us. We grow up as kids seeking Love from our parents like baby crying for milk, but as the years pass by those Love treatments seem to decrease till finally none are give out. Parents start to have high expectation of us & prices start to flash across our heads. we fight for value, wanting to be the best so that we can be looked up by our parents. But when we are not of much value, they compare us to others who are better than us, making us feel like their love is conditional, using "Motivation for us" as an excuse.

Home slowly turn into a place where we sleep & love will be found on the inside.
Many people smoked, have pre-marital sex, have a tattoo, drink or join gangs because those activity somehow give them an identity
i admit I've once fallen into a relationship and turned to drinking & pornography to fill the voidness inside but it's was temporal, but at that point of time, that was my Only source, my mum & dad seldom shows me love and whenever i show my dad my result, no matter how good i am, he will still say it's not good enough. i sometimes do fear going home despite knowing that i wont be scolded but rather because i know I'll never be good enough for my dad
but at least i know something, no matter how bad i am at something, Daddy will still be there for me with his unconditional love ready to accept me no matter how much i've fallen short

Updates of the week

2009-07-11T20:02:00.003+08:00

A lot of taken place this week, Adapting to school life somehow became a second skin for me.

before i get on with my post, i would like to share this testimony with you people.
My mum fell sick on Thursday night & me being such a Filial son, wanted to do something about it, But I'm not even a doctor. So practically there was nothing i could do at that point of time.
but I've been wanting to do this with her but the thing is that i don't Dare to. i admit i can be quite a wimp at times but i just thought hey Life is just short, 120years is Way too little. so why even allow the devil to rob her of her life for 1 day? So i walked up to her and asked "Mummy can i pray with you for healing?" at first i thought it would be a No but God was Good! her reply was "Okay lor...You call your Jejus(Jesus) heal me lor" haha yep so i said my prayer & put my thrust on Jesus that she will be healed totally!

Let's talk about Saturday. It was Great! i mean though those upcoming exams and DARE GOD CONCERT and studies took up most of my time, i still found time for myself & to enjoy with my friends. Still thrusting God to bring me to Israel man, but my faith has its limits

Let me intro you to this guy which i met in Church since last week. turned out we were such a John Mayer Fans! His name just makes me drool for food and he speaks with that Cool Beach-bummer accent & he is.......Malcolm Kueh! the Kueh Kueh (see...that's why mentioning his name makes me drool)
World, Say Hi to Malcolm!

Guess what? he plays the guitar too! & John mayer songs! Cool right?
Moving on haha guess what? Brandon shaved his head...it feels so darn good to rub yr hands against his head, i mean Serious! it's like running yr hands across a baby's bottoms haha

OMG! Harry Potter will be out in 6more days! wooh Emma Watson!

So Screwed

2009-07-10T15:44:00.003+08:00

4:00PM
God! I think i screwed up my Oral badly....
Man if i cant even do my N well how am i to do my O's?
I saw those Evil Examiners! writing alot of stuff on the paper & i seriously they are finding chances to pinalize me...but i shall not fear, Jesus will deliever me & those Evil Examiners have no last say
i find what taizi said quite true.I don't need a teacher telling me how well i did for my oral, but instead i need a mind that tells me that i have it in my inheritence.

11:18
I just came back from Josh hse. Guess what i experience?....for the first time in my life i SAW! with my Both big eyes! sum random guy kena whack by a group of guys in black.
well it all started off when shawn & me were at the bus stop near josh hse waiting for our busses home when we saw a group of "ah beng" (from the wy they dress & they are in a big group) & stood outside 7-11 and some other beside some parked car.....which i thought to be quite suspecious because how can an Ah beng can stand still & wait instead of lighting up and enjoying their cigrette?
so i turned towards their direction expecting some comotion to take place soon later
Guess what? my logic proved me right!
those guys wacked up a guy comming out from 7-11 haha well...me being a "not involved guy" didnt help but just said a prayer la
but i still can't forget his stonned face the whacked-up guy had
being a saddist, my reaction would be "you deserve it, you light off the spark or else why would ppl want to wack you"

For we shall Run!

2009-07-08T19:22:00.003+08:00

For as small as my faith shall be,
like that tiny size of a mastard seed
for i shall run for the rest of my days
not in fear but out of praise
I shall run for you
till the very ends of days
all in to bring you Glory

21km or 42km?

after running so much...i finally think i am ready

to take on the challenge of running the 42km

in the Standard Chart run.

so which should i take part in?

anyone cares to join me in the run?

The Final say

2009-07-07T22:41:00.002+08:00

Im right now at www.cnn.com/live . watching the michael jackson live memorial. which will take place later on at 12am. just came in early to...make it load faster instead of fighting from ppl all the way from USA to get into the site & well hope the site will not crash....
it sucks with all people trying to get onto facebook now..Dang!

Transform me to Megan Fox!

2009-07-05T22:53:00.007+08:00

Freak! Such a perfect creation, Maegan Fox! i think...im going head over heals over a star who barely knew of my existance! isnt she Darn HOT! Hotness of Megan Fox = Hotness of Jen Tan!

Domo-Kun!
Dont be fooled, thats not Dannielle's Hand

Transformers Was So uber Darn Darn Cool with Horny Robots man! 6.5/10! Good Shoot outs, lots' of flying scrap metal, way too uber cool transformation sequence but...things are super fast for the eye to catch. but Why not? $10 to sit in there for the 2.5hr? but Guys will be guys, to be honest i didn't exactly want to catch this movie for the autobots & Decepticons fight but rather to catch a glimsps of that Hot bod but....i always seem to get much more than i asked for eh?

Nothing much i can write on this post except

Megan Fox is HOT, Megan Fox is HOT, Megan Fox is HOT, Megan Fox is HOT, Megan Fox is HOT,

& Sherrie looked Great in my wristband. FYI It isnt Sherrie that look great but rather my Wrist band made her look so XD

Oh i just realize, i am 16 years & 1 Week old! Time do zoom past you in an instance you know?

my week will be packed like tunas! with rehersal for the upcomming DARE GOD TALENT & the rest of the week with pure torment studying!

For Sale!

2009-07-01T20:27:00.003+08:00

Sony Cybershot Tsc-D20 for Sale (Black)

8.1 Mega Pixel T Series 3x Optical Zoom Cyber-shot (Black)
8.1 Mega Pixels with Super HAD CCD
Carl Zeiss Vario-Tessar Lens with 3x Optical Zoom
2.5" Clear Photo LCD Plus
Bionz Image Processing Engine
High ISO3200 Sensitivity with Clear RAW Noise Reduction
Super SteadyShot with Optical Image Stabilizer
High Definition Output
Face Detection Technology
MPEG Movie VX Fine Mode
9 Scene Selection
Slide Show with Select Music Playback
Sleek Styling

Box includes

1 Sony Tsc-D20
1 Charger
1 Battery
Cybershot application software disc
1 universal adapter
1 Soft case & case & strap
Instructional Manual
Product warranty
AV/USB Cable

Free Items

1 Battery
4Gb Memory Card
Brown & Orange leather pouch with strap

All going at SG$250.00(Negotiable) . With SG$100 worth of free gift
Reason of sale : Funding for a new Camera
Payment Method: COD (Cash On Delevery), Preferbally at trainstations in the East or Central
Contact: Jordon Sim at assbusterking@gmail.com
Remark: Camera condition 10/10 & Seldom used.

Should I, Should I not?

2009-06-30T20:47:00.003+08:00

There's just this controversy tingy going on right now abt to go or not to go to ITE. Planning your future ahead isn't easy when what you want to do in the future has Nothing to do with the courses you take in Poly or ITE. Alright maybe except for Info com, Mass com or Audio Visual Tech. apart from that all the courses that they offer does not appeal to me.

Trying to imagine myself in that ITE uniform is So self-Condemning! i don't know why but it's just me. but if daddy has ever have plans for me to go there, then...I'll go whatever god has planned for me i can't simply reject right? since it totally different from missing the mark. but still i doubt il ever make it to sec5 after they raised the standard to getting less than 19points for Eng,Math & Best 3subs & i only take 6subs! Super risky with the Never ending F9 from Chinese. that's N level! if i get like 15points then...il most prob get 30points for O level!

No! I don't want to go ITE, I Don't wanna Retain! I don't wanna be looked down by my parents! i don't want to be the only one out of the entire family line to go to ITE! I REJECT ALL THOSE IN JESUS NAME!!Amen

I admit that i ain't so much of a academic smart person, more of a skill based person like...creativity?
though i may a neutral brain user unlike ppl which have either their right/left brain having more dominance over the other side.

the Love of 16

2009-06-27T23:15:00.007+08:00

Gota Blog before 12am man.
How much better can today get? i mean serious?! it's so beautiful today. even right now when im blogging, im somehow still haveing the feeling of being moved to tears. i've just recieved alot today and when blessings come, it just smack me hard up,down, left, right & centre

Today's Level session was about the father's love and towards the end Coach pat just spoke and said whoever who never felt a love of a natural father, put their hands on their heart & i did as he say without even a moment of hessitation. though i may have a natural father, but the thing is that i've never never felt his love. our daily conversation can be as little as a Good morning & Good Night only. the moment my heart just spoke "daddy, let me run to you and get caught in your embrace again" there's this Love-ey Love-ey feeling flooding though my insides! the power of love was just so overwealming that i just started to broke down n sob away without caring who is beside me. I guess im wrong when i said that i aint need no father's love, deep inside i've always yearned for my dad's affection.

after Level session, went home because my sis said that they wanted to celebrate my birthday
and yep it turned out Way way better than i thought it will be. man the meals costed a Bomb man! but no condemnation because i am favoured! i didnt even ask for much i only said seafood & they went to get like crab & 100pieces of Salmon! with lots of chicken & noodle. I thought that was the best birthday gife that i was gona get but little did i know, the best has yet to come and i sorta had a hard time opening my present which was in an airmail package & guess wad i found in it!! a Blue Ipod Nano! with Engraings from my family!
for the 1st time in many years, i hugged them literally..body crushingly hard!
i just wanted to cry at that moment..im just way too overwealmed with love!

oh...itz 12:00 already!
which means from now on!
im eligible to watch NC16 Movies!!
Im no more a minor!
I will be going to prison instead of boys home( in jesus name i wont even step into it, amen!)

My Ultimate wants

2009-06-27T01:41:00.003+08:00

OMG! I'm less than 24 hours from turning 16! God Darn it! why must i turn old so Fast?! but still thinking back, i seriously think i did grew in the lord, though i may not blog, but it is carved deep into me. everyday just seem like a fresh start for me to rely fully on daddy although Guys have always have a reputation of not wanting to get help from others but still i think Daddy's help is more than essential!

Okay since you guys kept asking me what i wanted for my birthday this year, i shall list out my ultimate wants for my birthday for 2009!

Nikon D300!

A Nikor Fisheye lens

Apple Macbook pro!

& not forgeting the holy grill of all guitars, the Lespual!

Seemed way too far fetched right? NVM coz Birthdays arn't suppose to be what are you giving the Boy/Girl of the Day but rather giving them a surprise. put it this way, it's a week before your birthday and your mum walks into your bedroom telling you what she is gonna get you for your birthday and compare that to this, your mum pretends to be obvilious of your birthday and surprises you on your birthday with something you want, that would be a better deal right?

So, No point asking what i want for birthday since Birthday is more of surprises and blessings and being around your loved ones rather that you being a friend poundering on what to get your friend

Black or White

2009-06-26T13:10:00.005+08:00

By now you would have heard abt about the news of the passing away of the Pop legend/sensationn Michael Jackson yea?

haha well it's extremely sad to hear of that new right?

how is it that A man who succeeded in his carreer way before his 30's, Who won more than 10 Grammy awards , worked with the Big name of the music industries and had his comeback concert set die of such a death?

i would agree with the point, what for be rich when you are not even physically fit enough to enjoy it all.

RIP man MJ you king of Pop!
but Amen ive got a King of Kings

Friendly was living in Toronto

2009-06-25T00:41:00.004+08:00

Just So worried abt my friend Livin in Canada.It's been like a mth since i saw you online.our means of communication is through still MSN,even though we've both wanted to be penpals. isn't Friendship such a great thing? to be able to put 2 people,from totally different backgrounds and culture together to understand one another, to live to tell each day of their lives to each other & to share those great moments together. i rememberd i would wake up in the early ungodly hours of the morning during my exam period to keep you company through your afternoons while you negletd your sleep just to return that favor. not even that 12hour difference can tear us apart
Wow that's what i truly call FRIENDSHIP
be sure to mail me soon yea Ange?

Get on

2009-06-24T11:17:00.002+08:00

Good Gods! Now I'm only left with 3day before the new term starts and I'm still have got my table load of homework uncleared. I seriously gotta stop procrastinating and get on with my work!

Lvl 4 Outing!

2009-06-22T23:50:00.007+08:00

Douh!...-_- cant believe just spent 10 minutes searching high & low just to look for my camera to get the pictures uploaded only to find that it is in my bag right beside me!!...feel So Dumb, but! i forgive myself

Anyway I woke up with a very depressing Aura around me the moment i woke up, probally i woke up from the wrong side of the bed? but it just somehow dissapear during the games which was Uber Awsome! & Uber well planned. Daddy's gace was upon us! we experience cool weather throughout the day with just a little bit of sun and wind. i personally liked the bang bang game which was facilitated by Beverly. quite a test of reflexes and brain work though, which my brain turned rusty..haha i studies for less than 20hours this holiday added up but i guess the rest of the week will be for me to catch up on my study with like 8chapters of Sci & 2 more chapter of math & like 30english daily word to learn.

Towards the end of the outing, the coaches prayed for us with annointing oil & guess wad when i was slained, Daddy just spoke to me. short & simply which carried power with it. he said "Go" many flashbacks just flew by, pictures of me falling short, falling over and over again. i finally realize that many things i was given opportunites but then i didnt utilize it well. Every chance that flew by, I let it out the window. i hessitate whenever i was given the opportunity & whenever i finally made up my mind to go ahead, all good in whatever i am doing were gone.
Hessitation have been stopping me from living my life to the fullest & Live, i only got 1 to live, so why let hessitation get in my way? something invisible yet so deadly. but I have the power! i am set apart and thus no evil shall come near me for as Jesus is, so Am I

Oh yea photos are down there!

Floor Lady!

1st Test

2009-06-20T16:05:00.004+08:00

Im Down with a Flu again..so right but im feeling soo Good! Im currently taking a break of throwing away unwanted stuff (aka. Garbage) but it's such a relief to see your store room clean and Neat! but non the less, i was sneezing away in the store room due to the Dust. Healing is Mine! the Devil's word will hinder my healing thus i shall confess that As Jesus Is So Am I! & If Jesus crush the Devil's skull at the Cross, I won't hessitate to Crush it one more time! but hey, im on Victory ground right now, so no point trying to stoop to the devil's level to achieve what i want hehe

I heard from Taizi that my Testimonie got read at DARE today, but too bad i wasn't there to witness what impact it can bring onto those who are praying for Healing. bt surely if i was someone who is in need of desprate healing at that point of time & i heard of that testimonie, it would be like a few kilotons of Faith just went off in me. I guess that's the first time my Testimonie got read at DARE! but If that's what Daddy wants me to do, i will Continue to share my Testimonie on how Daddy steps in to take Control of Situation which i go through every week.

Run To You

2009-06-18T20:18:00.002+08:00

I did it.I did it.I did it.I did it.I did it.I did it.I did it.I did it.I did it.I did it.
I ran 13.5km( 3 rounds around the bedok reservoir) which is Uber Uber tiring, but it just leaves me a great sence of Achievement haha i did it in 1hr43min!

Food Hunt to 2nd Mini Steamboat

2009-06-17T22:55:00.007+08:00

Okay! in for the 2bd round?Here are all the photo which seem Clear enough to be posted, with very sucky lighting at the restaurant haha Josh....why u pang seh haha nvm No condemnation ok. Me n Sherrie suddenly lost the momentum to study after Taizi left for the toilet but later on we kinda gain & loss a bit here and there. 1 down! i guess there are many more to go for haha
FYN if u didn't know Sherrie, Taizi & me went to 2nd Mini Steamboat restaurant ! good food though 6.5/10 with fast service, so-so ambiance & fresh meat. Up next, Cake!

Steamboat is GUUD!

TaiZi go Siao!

2009-06-17T16:00:00.003+08:00

Things are getting abit way too creepy right now. Taizi is talking to the leaf, explaining on Glucose tingy tingy haha heres' the photo! and right now we are on the topic of adam apple which Taizi is Madly in love with!

Haha! Look at the Vandalism man! Thanks Sherrie for the Gay Gay HSM Stickers!!!!

Last Man Standing

2009-06-17T00:24:00.003+08:00

Quote of the day by Sherrie: Im a L4D Virgin no more.

haha it was kinda sudden though when i was about to go attempt my 3round run around the reservoir when Josh called me to join them for Pool before LAN-ning at Katong with Taizi, Sherrie, Juntin & Keegan. being Human of course i went for the better deal!

The bus ride there was a super pain in the ass man, but non the less it was worth my time since we hung out from 8-12. i got to admit L4D was kinda creepy, with all the zombies appearing out of nowhere mauling you to bits, but later on i got the hung of it and found it ammusing! so much for the Gore & Blood haha. ultimately i was the Medic! i suvived all waves of Zombie attack and Live to tell the tale that i revived more than 10 souls! haha i think im addicted to it! that Violence, that flying body parts, that uber cool Zombie, I want MORE!!

Oh Oh Oh! i just realize there were 4 of us playing!

Let there Be SIM

2009-06-15T23:13:00.002+08:00

All Heaven Rejoice! I finally couldn't take it anymore, so i played, Guilt free! after all i had a mugged my day through & i think that i deserve to play!

Pardon me for the Mature theme, which i don't even think so. Oh Thank You Sherrie for tempting me yesterday! haha Btw the guy in the pic is called Jordon Sim! & he is a born Cook & a talented musician. No doubt he is a poor poor bloke because this is only the 2nd time I'm playing and Cheating spoils the fun, unlike Sherrie! whose Sim made out with some Johnny depp looking like guy

Order up!

2009-06-14T22:34:00.005+08:00

Wooh i guess Aston's ain't that expensive after all when it comes to providing a decent meal. but still i think the food there was an ok-ok rather because the 1st time i go there i didn't get quite the taste i wanted. i ordered Grilled fish with herb but it tasted more like salted fish in salty sauce, in other words the whole thing tasted salty & no way are we getting a new set since all the fishes dish are all pre-marinated but still it's quite worth your money. ok talking about the taste, wanna know how salty it was? to the point that i had to suck on lemons to at least agetitate my taste bud and when Wanru gave me a piece of her medium done steak, it tasted quite bland! OMG even i, a Moo think that the steak is Bland!

Not forgeting te photos yea? ive kinda cut down on the amount of photo posted lately & the photos are take before our lunch is served

Btw thats an onion ring in my mouth if u havn't realize and thought i might be retarded!

Drown me in Sorrow

2009-06-12T23:42:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with me? i can feel so full of Jesus and yet still feel so low in spirit. i tried to Drink the Low in spiritless away but this oppression stood still rooted deep into my heart. i finished the whole bottle all by myself but still it's there. how is it that i can be so full of Jesus and yet low in spirit? am i delusions by what im doing? this is driving me mad? how am i to appear happy on the surface and yet still feel tormented in my spirit?

Boost it till it's gone

2009-06-11T23:28:00.004+08:00

Woke up with the fever of the year man...so i went back to sleep. no point going to school when the security is gonna take your temp and with you trying to lie trough yr teeth when you already know that the Thermometer don't lie. ok skip this part to Lunch

Chaboat-ed my F&N Coursework to go for the PC show before going for mid-week service. i know i need wisdom but at that point of time I'm having a bit of mixed feelings, a bit of rage, that little bit of anger and the whole lot of confusion. I went to Church for mid-week service not 100% for God's word. i gotta admit i had ulterior motives, that is because i felt empty within. yep but how marvelous it is that God can turn things around within 1 night? having that uber high faith booster until some asshole comes along and decide to ruin your day for you..

09/06/09

2009-06-09T20:14:00.002+08:00

Wow...itz just a topsy turvy day for me. now that i've recieved enough rest and i've recovered, i think im fit to be able to blog right now haha. Healed in Jesus name Amen! haha

Well i was suppose to be in the lab doing my F&N but...well as mentioned everything went topsy turvy! instead of finishing my evaluation, i brought my laptop to multi tast between 2 comps. the school comp for work n my personal laptop for leisure haha & played Counterstrike haha being such a nice guy, wanting to being fun,joy, peace & laughter, i transfer counter strike to Eli's plumbob thumbdrive for him to play with which...later on resulted in the rest asking for the game haha! so...to sum it up i turned the Comp lab into a LAN shop with ppl playing DoTa & Maple

Guess what i found about about Wumeng aka Old Virgin is actually a Virgin! she is a Muslim. Wow come to think of it how often you come across a China muslim?

Wasted

2009-06-09T18:26:00.002+08:00

Daddy! This Sickness ain't mine! Health is mine! Wholeness is mine! I feel so Fugly Horrible right now....I'm Healed in Jesus name Amen! No sickness shall come near me

Right now, i barely have the strength to punch a letter into blogging & i just puked my lunch..ewww from 12pm man...Darn it you ppl gotta pray for me big time, I'm slowly wasting myself away

Safe Under Shadow of Your Wings

2009-06-08T10:20:00.004+08:00

Doing my F&N in the comfort of my room with the radio playing all my fav tracks doesn't seem that great. i need that spur-of-the-moment motivation and hardcore determination to get on with 5hours straight of F&N in front of the comp. but still my faith lies in Jesus taking on this walk with me to the very end. He completed his works therefore i will complete mine because As he is, so am I! hehe

Shit! Where on earth is my Big sis?! I'm starting to get Bloody worried sick for her! she haven't been home for the 2whole freaking day! and as her bro, i know she is those Responsible lass that for a moment never did forget to spare a thought for the family. whenever she's not coming home for the night she'll call to let us know but I've message and called her but she didn't pick up.
Shit man....You should just call back soon.
Daddy.....Please keep Dajie yea? after all she is also 1 of Beloved.
Daddy, i thank you that Your blood was Shed to protect her that no evil shall come near her for you mentioned in the bible in Psalms

Psalms 91:2-7
2I will say of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in
whom I trust."
3 Surely he will save you from the Fowler's snare and from
the deadly pestilence.
4 He will cover you with his feathers, and under
his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and
rampart.
5 You will not fear the terror of night,
nor the arrow that flies by day,
6 nor
the pestilence that stalks in the darkness,
nor the plague that destroys at midday.
7 A thousand may fall at your side,
ten thousand at your right hand,
but it will not come near you

The Perfect Offering

2009-06-08T01:18:00.003+08:00

I gotta admit that this is the Best week i've been through since 2009. though i may be faced with challenge, i take it head on. if i fall, just pick yourself up dust your back thank Daddy im still able to take on this challenge and continue to fight on. After all when daddy say Fight, just go on and fight! don't find excuess not to because only God knows whats' on the other side of the tunnle.

it's simply the best i had and what more can i ask for? Friday at the movies with some of the DG members with lots of laughters, Saturday at DARE with the chance to look at the expression on their faces when told that We are going to Israel and Sunday at the LIVE Recording for the new Church album with friends going wild dancing around to the Praise.

Was suppose to meet Josh and Calvin at bedok inter Taxi stand so we can Cab to church, but well after all it was Suppose! haha Josh never fail to be late man but Thanks Darly for getting seats for us at the main audi yea! haha Taizi! why didnt i see you infront of me haha

but deffinately the Service was a raema word for me & some what a Kara moment for me.

What an impactful service! that is what i've been looking for! a Faith booster to boost me to my peak of faith and overflowing.

Went to Josh house after 1st to jam abit which turned out to be quite a rocking session for me & took some rock shots which u can c above which only took me 3mins to edit. Rushed back to suntec after that to have fast dinner and join Adeline & Rachel at que and went in at 7:30.

It was ROCKED OUT MAN!! Jan Tan can be the next Rock God! his Solos are like....Gorgeous

but not forgetting he too is Gorgeous! haha (FYI I am stright! im not Gay & Jan Tan is Married!)

but just that he is Uber Hot to the point that girl's nose will bleed for him.

.....Guess i wont be turning up in school tomorrow, but still i still have to get my new updated draft copy of my F&N Coursework to be sent to Mdm Su.

Wooh! Jesus Light my way Amen!